Where I should have stayed. I’ve always been a closet writer. Since about the 2nd grade. I finally came out about 2 years ago and let people know that I had lots of stories in me. It has been a nice ride, have had a couple of short stories published but I have come to the conclusion that I’m not cut out for the stress of submitting and waiting for rejection to come. In the interest of my mental health, I’m no longer going to be part of the madness. I have to make peace in my head and heart. I made that peace last night and TODAY here was my horoscope for the week ahead:
Your Week Ahead: At times, you can be your own worst enemy. At other times, you can be your own best friend! That’s not so surprising. Our worst enemies are almost always the people who used to be our friends. If you are worried now about inadvertently scuppering a plan that you ought to succeed with, there is a simple solution. Make peace with yourself. Forgive yourself for anything you regret. Offer yourself the respect you deserve! Then, move forward in confidence. Only if you are inwardly torn will you make a decision for the wrong reasons. To get your heart and head singing from the same hymn sheet, find a belief they both can share.
Not much of a believer in horoscopes but sometimes, they fit. Exactly. I really am at peace with this. I’ll continue to write as I love it and can’t imagine not doing it but I’m off the roller coaster. I have a wonderful career that many people would envy and I’ve decided that that is enough for me. I’ve accomplished a lot and I should be proud of myself, not riddled with self doubt which is what this submission process has done to me.
I know only 5 people read this blog and I love you all – I’ll keep sharing stories with you all if you ask.
Jillian Chantal 